today sucks.i fell down... while playing with rui xing.she fall down 1st but she nuthing wrong.than i trip her.than i drop my specs...than spoil.than make new one($70) than my head got one scar.put the glue on it.($70) i cried.(again)spent $140 on me today.i feel so sry for my parents.becoz they have to spend so much $$$ on me...i sure will be careful next time... i feel so useless.i spend my parents $$$ and i cannot make $$$...unless i sell my stuff la..my sisters get to work and make $$$ but i can't.i feel useless...i feel like i'm just someone in the house tat spends ppl's money...just let me die.